I have been struggling a lot lately. Mostly with my family... My stepmom in particular. It started in around June when she started acting unpleasant towards me and my stepsister. I've been getting anxiety attacks and I didn't know why.
It all started with my stepmom making being here unpleasant.
I've spent so many hours crying because of her. I can't live with a member of my family hating me, even if it's someone who isn't related by blood.
It's the hardest thing for a child to dislike their parents' partner. You don't want to break their heart, but at the same time you're miserable. You're torn between hurting them and living in misery.
And you pick misery because you can't bear the thought of hurting one of the people you love.
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